I don't have the capacity to function anymore(tw i think?)

[Amaris]

My brain has officially clocked out

I told my mom I wanted to stay home from school because I wasn’t feeling well. I went back to sleep, woke up at 3:30 in the afternoon. What’s crazy is that no matter how much sleep I get, I’m still tired. And if it wasn’t for my parrot screaming in my ears, then I probably wouldn’t have woken up for a couple more hours.

Barely hungry either, only ate one meal today.

I can’t focus on my work at all. I only got one online assignment done and the result was 0% and for the others I just gave up, didn’t complete.

All I ever feel like doing is laying down and just messing around on my phone or just doing nothing.

I can’t think about my future, I can’t think about my responsibilities, and I can’t think about anything. I’m having a complete burnout.

My brain can’t and refuses to function. Just brain fog

I still have to go to school tomorrow, wish me luck I guess.

May I have just as much luck in my academics as I did when I attempted to end my life a few days ago.

[Sita]

did you ever get checked out for the stuff you took? Called the poison control center?
If you’re feeling so many effects, there may still be stuff in your system. Calling them or going in to be checked out, it could give you some real relief, as well as make sure you’re safe in the longer term.
Please do what you need to to be as healthy as you can in these circumstances Amaris.

[Mystrose]

I had a friend back in school who ODd on his medication and ended up in a catatonic state for years before he passed away from complications.

It was horrible to watch him just sit there looking straight ahead unable to communicate. I can’t imagine the chaos that went on in his head. It must have been horrifying.

Please be careful, Amaris.