Zac, I know you don’t know me, but I wanted to let you know that I think you are incredibly smart, brave, and strong. You may wonder how I can think that after reading just a short post but it’s because you took the initiative to find this group and had the guts to share your struggles. And also you keep pushing through every day even when it’s hard. I’m so sorry everything is so rough right now! I believe there is hope, though!
Please don’t kill yourself!! You are an amazing person with so much to offer the world! Someone out there needs you - even if you don’t know who they are yet. They need to hear your story. They need to know they aren’t alone.
Here is the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline in case things get really bad. Use it. Because we need more of you in this world! 800-273-8255