This is just a self observation, but I think I’m judgemental to anyone I see. This comes from the fact that was bullied during my middle and high school. Now, I judge anyone I see, doubly so for any black person, cause only black people bullied me for my so called “white” personality.
I also believe that I’m hateful as well, getting angry at anyone who doesn’t respond to me. A good example is me telling an fan artist about a idea I had about some artwork he could do. Not only did he not respond to me, but he “stole” my idea. Doesn’t matter if he was too busy to read my comment or what have you, I now consider him a greedy fuck who will only draw what you asked him for Ridiculous prices, never mind he has to eat too.
I know this is wrong to think like this, but its ingrained into me, I don’t know why.