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I feel that this song was wrote for me it’s everything about me and my fucked up life I’ve struggled with this shit my whole life and I’m almost 40 yrs old and I feel that it’s my time to end it seems to be the only way to escape the hell I live in and I have no one to turn to both brothers are in prison and the rest of my family has passed on so I really don’t have nothing keeping me here sorry yall just herd this song and wanted to put that out there.

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Hello my friend. I hope you are still here to read this. As someone who also struggles with this shit called depression, I agree it feels like living in my own hell. There are times I considered ending it all, but I fought through the urges, music was my salvation.
You are not alone, you have us hear at Heart Support you can turn to. I’ll bet your brothers would enjoy having you visit them in prison. I am sorry you have lost the rest of your family. I still miss my father and my brother, even though they passed a long time ago.
Being alone and feeling hopeless are two things that really put people into dark places. The dark places aren’t a pleasant place to be, and it hurt like a bitch to crawl through the darkness and claw my way back out the other side. I had help a couple times because I sent Hello in a text to 741741 and talked to an awesome person that listened to me without judgement. You ain’t alone anymore, I care about you. Reach out whenever you need us. Sending much love.
Ken

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Hey there,

First off I just want to say thank you for being open with us here. We appreciate it and don’t take it for granted.

It is nice to find a song that you can relate to, I think it can mean a lot.

Life is a lot. There’s so much that goes on with feelings, things happening, I’m starting to think about it more as I get older. There is a lot to life.

I have been there many times, where I have felt like it was my time to go, like nothing would get better. I recently had my 25th birthday and I am grateful that I am still here, I am glad I did not kill myself in those times of pain and being lost. I have my days still, but I am glad to still be here in the end.

I thought that death was my only way out many times, but I have learned that was not the case. It takes time, and work, but things can and will get better.

I moved across the country to be with my boyfriend, away from my small unknown hometown. I have had experiences I never could have dreamed of having if I stayed. We are in a tough time right now, but I have faith it will get better. I remind myself after every time things have been bad, they have gotten better. It takes time, but it’s possible.

I know loss well, I understand how difficult it can be. It’s like no matter how much time passes it is still hard to make it through the day. I try to remind myself that they are always with me in spirit. I am not really religious, but it helps me to know that in some sense they are still with me.

I’m sorry about your brothers, I cannot even begin to know how hard that must be.

Thank you for being open with us here… I believe that sharing how we feel and what we have been through can help others feel less alone. There are people who will listen, and people who care, I know this because I too have been there.

What are some things you enjoy doing? For me I enjoy art and music, those are the things that keep me going, that give me hope.

I believe in you, keep holding on. You got this.

Lys