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I gave everything. I gave hope, life, and love.
I failed.
Now, I’m going to drink myself to death.
Hope she will be HAPPY
I’m really sorry to hear that you’re feeling this way. You should know that your life matters, even if it might not feel like it right now. You’ve given so much of yourself to someone and when it feels like that wasn’t enough for them, it’s so so painful. Giving up isn’t the solution, there are people who will help you get through this and even just typing out your emotions shows courage. Keep reaching out friend and god bless.
I don’t think revenge by harming yourself is going to give you what you’re looking for. You deserve to live a life based on what YOU want to create and what YOU want to experience. The best come-up is wholeness and healing. That may be easier said than done–but choosing to even consider the option is a powerful first step!
I’m so sorry something has happened with this woman it sounds like you were in some kind of relationship with. It’s heartbreaking to give everything, be vulnerable, and feel like it comes back to blow up in your face. Heartbreak is one of the worst losses we can go through, because the one person we want to make us feel better is the one hurting us. I’ve absolutely been there and felt like life wasn’t worth living when my ex-husband cheated and did some really awful things. It left me with a TON of trauma … but over 2 years later, a lot of therapy and tears and self-care … life is better than ever. If I had taken my life over some jerk who made me feel terrible about myself, I would have missed out on a wonderful love I have now. I’m truly sorry she’s left you feeling like a failure, but that does not make it true. Your ability to give everything is something so many people can’t do. That’s a huge success in itself, and the great thing is that skillset lives within YOU, not within her.
This person doesn’t deserve to control your life or have you end your life over them. And unfortunately, you drinking yourself to death is going to indefinitely hurt you, not her. The best revenge truly is a life well-lived (ie getting healthier).