I don’t know what to do anymore.
I’m sitting here holding a wad of my hair I’ve ripped from my head while I cried.
Begging to be forgiven.
Terrified by what I’d done.
Right now, I hate myself more than ever. I hurt a person I loved so much.
I’m scared. I’m scared that all I am now is a source for nude photos. I’m scared my significant other doesn’t love me anymore.
I hurt them. But to make up for it I promise to send nudes and do sexual things.
Who the fuck am I anymore.
I’m scared I’m going to drag myself deeper into living in fear.
I don’t know what to do.