I hate myself more than ever

I don’t know what to do anymore.

I’m sitting here holding a wad of my hair I’ve ripped from my head while I cried.

Begging to be forgiven.

Terrified by what I’d done.

Right now, I hate myself more than ever. I hurt a person I loved so much.

I’m scared. I’m scared that all I am now is a source for nude photos. I’m scared my significant other doesn’t love me anymore.

I hurt them. But to make up for it I promise to send nudes and do sexual things.

Who the fuck am I anymore.

I’m scared I’m going to drag myself deeper into living in fear.

I don’t know what to do.

I don’t really know who you’re talking about but understand that whatever has happened has happened.

It will come to an end and you will continue to move forward with your life.

You live and learn and that’s what’s going to keep you on this planet

Stay strong friend <3