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I just want to leave this earth / I'm Done trying

Struggling with Voices, Hallucinations, Panic Attacks / Anxiety Attacks, Insomnia, Depression, Frustration, and wanting to die from all of the insanity.

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Hey, do you want to talk about it?

I’ve been really stressed out from all of the drama, fighting, and insanity from my family, and "friends, so because of all that madness,and on top of that I haven’t been able to sleep off and on for a few months now, so as a result my Schizophrenic Symptoms have been acting up at an terrifying pace, which felt me completely beside myself.

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Do you have a therapist? And can you take medications? It sounds like you need something to help you sleep and help with the episodes, do you have any emergency meds?

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That’s sucks. Do you have a therapist that you can talk to? or anyone?

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I do have a Therapist. I’m on medication.
I don’t have emergency meds.

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When’s the next time you your therapist?

I do have a Therapist. & A Counselor, but I only see her once a week, and I don’t feel like she’s very helpful and I feel worse when I’m Done talking to her. :sob::sob:

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Sounds like you’re going through a tough time, if you can up the dosage of medications you could talk to your psychiatrist about it, though sometimes meds just stop working. How bad would you say the schizophrenic episodes are?

Sounds like you need to go therapy shopping, it can be really hard to find the right therapist, but it’s worth it if you’re paying money to someone that makes you feel better rather than worse.

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If she’s not helping you should try to look for another one. Also how are feeling at the moment?

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I Hallucinate Flies , Shadowy figures chasing after me and trying to kill me , someone knocking stuff over, Children screaming and pounding on the door wanting in the house because someone is trying to kill them, people getting up in middle of the night and taking a shower or bath, etc.
Voices: no one loves you, shoot yourself DO it NOW !! , kill yourself, who are you, don’t smile, what are you looking at, we are watching you we see everything that you have done , it’s all your fault, you did this, you deserve to die.

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I feel nothing, Life is absolutely terrible and pointless

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If it’s that bad it I think you should talk to your psychiatrist about upping the dosage or changing to stronger medications. Do you mind if I ask what kind of meds you take?

Have you ever made a safety plan? It could help you in moments like this. Here’s a link to it. About the Safety Plan category. Life can suck at times but it’s worth living. If you can’t see anything to live for at the moment I can try to help you see something and if it’s really hard please called a hotline.

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I am currently taking Rexulti for my Schizophrenia

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No I haven’t made a Safety Plan.

Do you think you are willing to give it a shot?

I guess I will give it a try and see if I can help me cope with what is bothering me

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Thank you for giving it a shot. I promise it won’t hurt.

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