Before reading this I want to people I’m not endanger. But I vent earlier and vent again. I live in Massachusetts and the healthcare system here sucks. My insurance lie to me about my coverage. My ankle have been destroyed for mouths and I never get care I need.Masshealth is way to complicated and it free, but it sucks.
I have wanting to get into DBT, but I can not afford it and soul crushing. I can way tell Democrat’s sucks at government. They lie they want help all, I get left in dust. My friends is same boat and can’t see a therapy without paying 150 dollars. While other people get stuff, I can’t even see a doctor without worrying I am going be covered.
I can’t stop going on Instagram posting I want to hurt my self and going on insane rants. I get so anger I need someone to hear and can’t control my anxiety, anger and hatred. I don’t want type of mental illnesses I have. So I know I’m not BPD, but I have some form of anxiety. I’m unfortunately forever broken and be able fully functioning adult.