I don’t want to keep trying anymore.
No, I’m not going to make any permanent decisions.
I just don’t want to have to do anything anymore to try to get better. I’ve had enough. I’m done.
There is nothing more I want to do or try.
Therapy isn’t helping, the meds aren’t working. I’ve got no one else to talk to. None of my friends care about me and my family doesn’t seem to understand that I’m not okay.
I don’t care anymore.
I’ve been sober for too long. I don’t care about my sobriety anymore.
I’m sick of people not understanding that I’m having problems. I’m sick of people telling me that I have to keep trying.
I don’t even know why I’m posting here then…
I’m sick of people saying “uplifting” phrases. Even if they mean them.
I’m sick of being alone.
But that’s okay.