I’ve just been feeling super down for weeks now but today has been the worst. I have broken down crying to many times to count and I just want to isolate myself from this world. I feel as I’m invisible to everyone and nobody gives a flying fuck that I’m hurting deep down and have been hurting for a long time. Why is it so hard to get over losing someone. I should be over this by now it’s been over a year and I’m still grieving when I shouldn’t because everyone tells me that grieving for this long is just not right but I can’t figure out how to move on and not be stuck in the past. I feel alone with all these thoughts and emotions I feel so hopeless.