I’m loosing myself

I’m drowning. I feel like I shouldn’t be here anymore. I have a beautiful daughter and a handsome son but I don’t think I can keep going. Everything hurts. I have nobody to talk to. I cry myself to sleep every night because I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t want to leave my kids but I feel as if they would be better off without me. Everybody would be better off without me.

@vistox thank you just for reading what I’m going through. I have no one to even listen to what I’m going through. If I try to tell my boyfriend what I’m feeling I’m either overreacting or I’m a crybaby. Everything is just so hard and it doesn’t feel like it’s going to get any better. I’m struggling everyday just to get by.