I’ve been having trouble with my knee for the past 8 years and last year a doctor finally found out what’s wrong with it.
It got a bit better, but since two days ago I can hardly walk again and I’m in so much pain.
I know I have to get another appointment with this doctor, but I’m so scared of of what he’ll say and what I have to do to fix my knee.
I’m so sick of the pain, but I’m so scared of doctors and hospitals. I had knee surgery three years ago, and it was an experience I don’t need again.
When I just think about having to go to the doctor, and with the possibility that I need another surgery, it makes me so anxious and overwhelmed and makes me cry.
Now I’m not only crying because of the pain, but also because I’m so scared.
I’m only 21 years old, but my my knee feels like it’s 150 years old…