I make people unhappy and i just am too negative

i make people who care unhappy and stressed. i want t die. i’m not a happy person. and they want me to be happy. so i will fake being happy. i am trash! i want everybody to be happy. i would take all of the sadness in the world and give it all to me. then disappear. i want to help people, but i end up being negative. i try to be myself, and not lie. but i’m a curse. i started to cut. and i wont stop. i want to die. but me trying to talk to anybody ends up with them upset. so i will lie to make people feel better. is this a stupid idea?

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@onlyhuman

Can I ask you a favor? Listen to this song carefully. It will help you.

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it made me cry. but should i fake happiness? if being myself just makes others upset. also it’s very hard to concentrate when my cuts hurt.

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@onlyhuman

Don’t fake happiness. It will make you worse. Learn to accept yourself and love yourself first. You can do this.