so, i have found out i have a terminal health condition, it directly affects my heart and i have not been the same since then, i have entered depression state, and i cannot get out of it. The worst is that i dont know when im n´going to die… Now i dont know what i want to do, im blocked and i feel unlovable, and my graades are going down. Hjälp
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From: Dark Weeb 666 (Matt)
Hi Bjorn I am so very sorry to hear that you have such diagnosis. I think your grades are… well not the most important thing in the world even when you are healthy. I know some teachers might think that but that simply isnt the truth. I would recomend that you take care of yourself and your heart so it has everything it needs. Stephen hawking has heard that hes is going to die in two years and he lived for another 50 years or something. Even with such diagnosis you still might have most of your life ahead of you. None of us knows when we are going to die. i might die tommorow getting hit by a car and I would not know. Treat every day as a gift and try your best to enjoy it. Be yourself and do what you truly think is important. It was a pleasure to have you in our swat and i would love to see you there again. Take care of yourself friend 
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From: Lisalovesfeathers
Hi Bjorn, Welcome to Heart Support, thank you for posting and thank you for taking time out of your evening to help us.I am so sorry to read that you have this condition and I cannot imagine how much of an effect it is having on you, yet you are so joyful, so kind, so caring and funny. I feel blessed and honoured that you have chosen to spend some time with us and I want you to know that you have now found friends and support that you will will always have whenever you need it, we are your swat family and you are loved and if there is anything that we can do to support you or help you please just ask, you can DM me anytime. Your heart may be hurt but it is made of gold and you are an amazing human being. I look forward to spending many Saturday evenings with you and our group. Much Love Lisa xx
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From: ᏒᎧᏕᎥᏋ
Hi @Bjorn We just met in SWAT and I’m so sorry to hear about your condition. Not knowing when we will pass away is very different than being told that you will by your doctor. I don’t know what your condition is, but I know people who have been told they wouldn’t live past a certain age or a certain amount of time and lived a lot longer than expected. I know it has to be hard, but try to have hope that you will continue to live way past what is expected. You ARE loved and valued by me and everyone in your SWAT group. ~Mystrose
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From: SuchBlue
Hi Bjorn,
I’m so sorry to hear that you have a terminal health condition, you seem like such a sweet person and you don’t deserve to be in such a situation. While nature has other plans, you stay strong, keep a smile on your face and live for as long as possible. While your heart is hurt, your character is shining and I’m sure it can heal your heart. You can do this, we love you!!! 
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Hey new friend
I’m so sorry to hear about this. I’ve known you for a very short time but you are such an amazing person full of life and hearing your cockney accent was wonderful. I’m so sorry you have learned about this condition and live with this hanging over your head. I cannot imagine what it feels like. None of us know when we will die but to be told it may be soon when you are so young is just the worst.
I hope you don’t give up on trying to get as much out of life as you can and continuing your studies if that is what you enjoy doing. One gift you have with this knowledge is that you know not to put off something you want to do thinking you have time. Do it and enjoy it and enjoy what you can with life. So often we as humans will put aside things we enjoy or love or really want to do because we tell ourselves we will have time later. And so often because we tell ourselves that, we put it off and never come back to it. You have the gift of knowing that you shouldn’t put off that trip to someplace you really want to go or put off learning how to ski or juggle or breathe fire or whatever else.
Embrace your life and learn and do what makes you happy and what makes your life feel complete. Just because you may not have as much time as you thought you would or as most people around you doesn’t mean you cannot have just as full of a life or even a fuller one than most people will ever have when they live incredibly long lives.
There is a line from one of my favourite shows. I was going to just type it but I’m going to share the video clip. It’s terrible quality but the words are what’s important https://youtu.be/hG1CdNS8OMk?t=114
I know we just met but I think you are a really cool person and I really look forward to getting to know you. I hope to talk to you again soon.
-EloquentPetrichor from Discord (there was an issue in the SWAT chat and I couldn’t respond through it 
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diekuji drug, its good to see people supporting here
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