I woke up at 5:23 a.m. due to a dream that I wish to know more about. I’m not a dream expert so I need some advice.
I felt so scared. All these feelings, I couldn’t calm down and everything felt like they were spiraling. That nothing was going to get better. My mom was sitting on the couch and I on a chair. My ex-SIL was sitting on the other chair watching TikToks with earbuds in. Suddenly, my mom sat up and had a knife. She came at me with the knife intending to stab me. She kept screaming at me and screaming and screaming but I can’t make out what the words are. I dodge her attacks and run to the kitchen, grabbing a spoon that was on the counter. My mom enters the kitchen and attacks me again but this time I stab her and run off. My brother was in his room playing video games with his headphones on, talking to his friend. No one could here me. No one could help me. We both entered into the living room and as she went to attack me again, I stabbed her again. This time, she slipped, stabbing A (my ex-SIL), then fell on the couch. I yelled out to A for help but she just ran to my room and beckoned me over. I stabbed my mom a couple more times and then smothered her with a pillow. I ran to my room and locked it, holding my finger on the lock in case she tried picking it. My mom was surprisingly alive and started to bang on the door, threatening me. I cried as I called out for A, but she was no where to be seen. I had my phone in a pocket and I took it out with one hand. Then I asked Siri to call 911 twice but all she did was give me information about restaurants then say: “I added the number 1 to your reminders.” The banging stopped and I heard a conversation between my brother and my mom. She wanted something and my brother, not wanting to deal with her that long, gave it to her. I cried as he didn’t realize that anything was wrong. He just continues playing games. I go over to the phone app on my phone and dial 911. Then I wake up in total darkness, still feeling that fear in me.
I’m weirded out by my dream because it seems so unrealistic. And I really want some advice on it seeing as I’m not so good with dreams. And it’s not like I could go to my mom with this dream because I’d feel awkward and not talk a lot.