i have always felt like i was nor enough or extra everywhere. I feel like my fam would be so much happier without me, the sad kid who lays in bed all day long and has no future. But at the same time i dont want to disapoint my brother who sees me as a older sister that needs to be perfect. Being extra in the friends group, have u ever felt like people avoid you? I feel that all the fkng time its ANNOYING. Everyday i feel like its getting worse and worse I NEED HELP !