Hi! So. I made a thing.
We’ve really been wanting to share this but then I got discouraged out of fear and got a little sad. But I’ve decided that no matter how hard you try, you can’t hide forever from the things that scare if you want to open up. Thought as much as I could about this, and that is my decision. (We’re hoping he doesn’t decide to delete this topic, we really want to share our art with you guys: K & N)
I spent an all-nighter from 5pm to 9am to make this without breaks. I actually felt pretty good until later today I started to feel sick since I hadn’t eaten and I guess overworked myself (Isually I can stay up days without sleeping )
Took a nap and feel better, but still a little sick and groggy. Kinda worried now tbh.
I’ll explain the thing now.
So I was planning on just uploading it here, but I had an issue with uploading a because space
So I made a channel that I could link to you all. Makes things alot easier for myself.
The “creature” or what you may call the box is like a memory pushed into the physical form of a music box. That’s why it’s alive. Depending on whoever you are, or what the memory is, the box will look different. There’s more info about the piece in the description.
I’m starting to feel sick again, this sucks. It’s a really weird feeling I can’t explain it. Idk if I’m starting to get bronchitis because my chest feels heavy but not hard to breath, or my stomach is just over producing bile because I haven’t been eating. (which I’m supposed to be doing) and no I don’t have an eating disorder it’s more like anxiety/trauma triggers and digestive issues affecting my appetite. If something bad happens I lose my appetite for weeks. I only have an appetite when I’m not busy and happy. It’s quite annoying. I usually like food. More and more though latley… I might have to go to a doctor soon… It’s kinda getting to that point where my weight keeps going down no matter how much I eat, (when I eat). I really don’t want to be diagnosed with some bs eating disorder, but health comes first. My body just doesn’t say it’s hungry.
Have a nice day everyone.
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