I tried to OD last night. It didnt work. I wished it did. I’m tired of being treated like a little kid in my family. I mean I’m 18 why should i be treated like that. My parents want me to be an adult but they aren’t allowing me to be one. Im tired of life. I’m a failure.
Hey @rivermakesart. Can you share a little bit more of your struggle? Is it that you want to OD and die or is it that you have a problem with drugs or a little bit of both?
I remember when I I was in a spot similar where I almost OD’ed. I was in college shortly after returning home from Afghanistan and took some methadone and then went out and got black out drunk at the bar. I threw up for 2 days and am lucky God spared my life, but at the time, the hurt and pain seemed too overwhelming. What’s your reason for wanting to OD?
it’s that i tried to OD. I have a problem with drugs.
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