I wanna give up

I just feel like I have nothing left I just feel my purpose of likeis over…I look at my mom pills everyday I just wanna take them and just die …But I dont wanna hurt my dad I feel like he the only person got my back completely…Everybody else put me down talk about me…Hurt my feelings and I give everyone what they want so I don’t have to aruge…Im pregnant An I dont think this baby should come in this world like this its nothing but negatively from my side of the family to m babydaddy side its not good…So if I just kill me and my baby we wont have to suffer any longer

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Hey, you are not alone. Please, keep going! God created you with a purpose. And created your baby with a purpose too. He has a plan for everyone, even though it’s hard to see it. Stay alive for your dad. I want to share these videos with you https://youtu.be/L33djEEMEE8 https://youtu.be/QFf6opXR1Hc Keep fighting!

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From: maplesead

Hello sweety, Thank you for opening up and be so brave to put it here on the support wall. Im so sorry to hear that this is going on now on your life. Personally I know im not good in giving advice, but I want to let you know that I LOVE YOU, I AM PROUD OF YOU THAT YOU OPEND UP, and that I really feel bad that you are going through this. I love you and I dont want to lose you, you are not alone, and ME or Heartsupport Community LOVES YOU. remember that sweety! Hold fast you matter!

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From: tromboness

That is a lot to deal with. I can’t imagine what your situation feels like, but don’t give up hope. Posting here is a sign that you still want something to help holding onto life. We believe in you; You’ll find a way through this chapter in life.

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From: badgersandbowties

You can see how damaging others can be and you understand how effective words and actions are, so you are going to be able to use that knowledge to be such an amazing parent to this child. You know exactly how to love someone so they know how to feel valued and cared for. Don’t lose hope, you are important and you are loved!

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Hi friend. Wow I’m so sorry for the pain you are going through. I know it feels like there is nothing that is going right. It feels like the world is crumbling beneath your feet and you are not getting the love that you need to move forward. I want to start by saying that you don’t deserve to feel this way. You don’t deserve to be treated poorly. I’ve felt this way before too. I’ve felt like the best option for everyone is if I’m just not here anymore. Even though you might feel that way it’s not the truth. The truth is that you posted this and reached out for help, so that means you’re strong. The truth is that you have a father who you love who you want to live for. The truth is you want to see your baby grow up and experience all of the wonders of the world, because there is more good to experience. The truth is that you have the opportunity to come back from this stronger than you were before but it’s going to take a little more strength and bravery. A great first step is to continue asking for helping, to tell people You trust what you need and allow them to help you. Most importantly I want you to make sure that you and your baby are safe, SO if you are feeling like you might harm yourself call someone and have them call 911. Your safety is important. You are important

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@NitA89

I’m sorry you are going through a rough time. I just wanted to let you know that you are loved. These are the only things I can say. I hope you are having a restful night, and thank you for sharing your story. God bless you.

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Heyy please dont think that. Even if the entire world turns against you, you have your dad. He will be hurt tremendously if you hurt yourself. Your baby deserves a chance at life, no matter how painful your cross is to carry. Your baby has done nothing wrong to be cut of that opportunity. Please understand that. I get that it hurts, that it is hard, that it seems hopeless, but please fight. Fight for your dad, for yourself, and mostly for your baby. He/she were created for something amazing, they deserve that much. I promise holding that child in your arms will be the most amazing moment of your life. No matter how bad of a person you are, which i am sure you’re not, you do not deserve to suffer. Nobody deserves to suffer. We were not created for hurt or pain. God created us to be happy and to find peace within Him. Seek that.
“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.” Mathew 7:7
¨Trust in the Lord, and do good; dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness. Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.¨ Psalm 37:3-4
¨Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.¨ Hebrews 12:1-2
¨My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience.¨ James 1:2-3

3 Children are a heritage from the Lord,
offspring a reward from him.
4 Like arrows in the hands of a warrior
are children born in one’s youth.
5 Blessed is the man
whose quiver is full of them.
They will not be put to shame
when they contend with their opponents in court.

Psalm 127: 3-5

God bless you!