I hate this life and I just want to die. I’d get help but it seems like every therapist is an emotional leech. At the end of the day, I know my life doesn’t matter.
Your life does matter. Believe it or not some people around you actually do care for you. If your therapist isn’t working out then find another one. Therapists are as much people as you & I are. So each one will be different in how they run their session.
I hope things get better for you. Blessed be.
I’ve seen over 10 therapists, a number of psychologists (I think 3 or 4?), and was misdiagnosed twice. I didn’t learn about what one of those was for a 6 years. I’ve had enough patience for them and with them.