Fiji, hey there my friend. I actually covered your topic on my stream tonight, sorry I couldn’t post it. So I am very sorry you feel so alone right now. There have been many situations when I was away from my family as well. May I ask what has brought this distance between you and your family?
When I was 20 I ended up leaving home for the Marine Corps. This was the first time I was ever that far away from my family. I’ve gotta say, it was rough at times. Then what made it worse is that I got deployed to Iraq. This truly made it seem like I was a world away from them. Although, I had to find ways to cope. It seemed like the more I thought about them, the more it hurt. I’m totally not telling you to forget about them for the time being, just maybe find ways to think of not being as far. I agree with disabledmetalfan, try your best to use the technology available to you. Also, lean greatly on the people you have there at the moment, such as your friend and their mom.
Trust me, this will only make you stronger for any future endeavors when you may have to face this again. Just please don’t let this get you so down, that it may cause hurtful pain. We all care about you, and don’t want to see that.
If it also helps any, you have plenty of family here to help you through it. I know it may not be in physical form, but I am always willing to chat with you, to maybe even help you get through this pain you’re feeling. I totally know where you’re coming from, and know it makes you feel lonely. Just remember though, at the end of the tunnel your family will always be there waiting for you. I really hope this helped bring you some comfort friend. Please Hold Fast, and know you have an army of people supporting you!!! Much love to you friend!!!