[i am really sorry if the contents of this post look scattered, im not really having any idea how to talk about this when thoughts are jumping in my head]
Hi. I have a really deep concern about my friend, or actually (I don’t know,) partner?..
We met like 2 years ago and I’ve developed a really huge bag of feelings for him, but thats not the thing–
So, to keep it simple - he has a of disorder, and I really want to help, but I can’t because he says it’s not possible (well, to be accurate, “said(?)”, here’s why:)
This summer we kind of got split and went adrift because of my wish to help that i was enforcing really hard, so it all kind of broke when one day he just turned really repulsive as well, despite my attempts to have things going, it just stood awful, if anything I only made myself sad too, because he was really insistent on that the resolution for this isn’t going to appear any time soon (cute way of saying never), and I was just kind of poking him with a stick
Couple days ago we reunited and he seems a bit more chill with some stuff but I’m still really concerned because, well, pic related
About the “partner”: He didn’t really wanted to push anything before the summer accident and when we met up after all this time he kind of say “we are dating, aren’t we?” I don’t know honestly.
The rest can be gathered from the screenshot
My final question - How do I act…? I know damn well I might be a lot for this guy especially when I’m a hyperactive idiot that just won’t shut up, but I am truly worried, I would cry about it, and I don’t want any loss to happen