Staff Edit from @NateTriesAgain:
Hopelessness is such a brutal experience. If you’re coming in from Google looking for answers, click on one of the links below to find something you can do right now to feel more hopeful. Each link has a video and questions to help shift your mindset and improve your mental health:
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Battling depression thoughts of losing my mind taking acid because ending my life is even more painful to think about. I’ve tried everything nothing satisfies. You know what fuck it what about this religious thing? What does everyone else have figured out? Being brought to my knees because of life struggles painful memories of beatings and screaming, scarred when being taken into a pastors home from a broken home calling me son, saying he loves me but after 3 and a half years abandons me fuck you! There’s no love, what is religion used for moral reasons? Too many fake ass people. And it pisses me off. Yeah believers of the Way Christians are scum putting on this mask around people but behind closed fucking door their just filthy corrupted animals. You go out to share the Gospel and you’re fake as fuck🖕🏼
I want to die, I want to fucking die. I’m tired of being alone, I don’t know what is real anymore. Drink til I’m drunk, smoke til I’m high puking my fucking brains out. FUCK FUCK FUCK. When will anything get fucking betta no nothing will because heaven and hell is the only thing that is refraining me from fucking killing myself! I just want peace. Just a day to stop crying to stop hurting myself, it is best for a man to never be alone. There hasn’t been peace since I could remember. There’s no reason to keep living, all the drugs, being in relationships, enjoying life to the fullest, fuck fame fuck fortune, nothing can ever satisfy. I just want something fucking real! For once in my damn life. You wanna convince me about this God of yours, be my fucking guest, You want to give me knowledge be my fucking guest because if this doesn’t work, I’m fucking done