Covid is hitting my area hard right now and I can’t really leave my house much. Ive been in isolation pretty much since feb and I’m going nuts. I finished college online, and can’t find a job. All I can think about some days are how lonely I am, I just want to talk to someone and be able to be completly myself. Like I want to chat often with someone thoughout the day, share the good, the bad, and the ugly. to support each other and really get to know each other. I want to hear a cute womans voice actually care about me.
I feel like I’ll never have that. Its not like I"m a freak or anything. I’m moderatly attractive, sociable, and prior to covid hung out at my friends house all the time and she had new people around pretty often so I got to meet people.
That said it feels like no one would ever want me. I’m 27, struggling to find myself, living with my family since I finished school (which has been difficult) and I just don’t know how to find friends online that I can be 100% open with, cause Im tired of being less than myself.