It sad that I’m too much of coward to kill myself. I wish I could just slipped my wrist, or jump in front of car. I’m too much of weak person not commit. My family would be better if I was not born, I’m not a good person.
No matter of how I exercise, work on DBT, take medication and just everything, I’m still a peice of shit. The world will always look at me as a peice of shit. As a creep, as a freak, a weak loser retard that should have kill myself long ago. I don’t want to be alive anymore. I just want the pain to go away.
I’m get tired of people calling me a creep, saying that I like to check under girls and that look as like Michael Jackson or some fucking disgusting human. How fucking dare they put in that group, I want to hurt everyone mother fucker that said that shit about me. I want to hurt their family and then make them pay, for saying all horrible things that not, while some those fucker vote for trump that did stuff to women, who fuck these asshole to make those judgements about me. Fuck them all.