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First off know that there is nothing wrong with being gay you are you and you are amazing. I say be upfront and honest with her because you do not want to lead her on. I know it is going to be a struggle but maybe within time you both can still be friends. Before you tell her think about what you wanna say and if you feel comfortable talk to someone about what you want to say. Stay strong and know that we are here for you. Also know that you are not the only LGBTQ member on here and that you can talk about anything and will not be judge.