Im going to be 50 this year im at a place in my li

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I’m going to be 50 this year I’m at a place in my life where this song resonates with me not only addiction the loss of a child she was almost two years old I miss her so much now the mother of the child is not talking to me now we been together 25 years off and on this time seems like she is never coming home I’m lossed in grief feeling abandoned and I know she is just trying to heal we lost so much and I’m angry at her I know it’s not right I can’t be mad for her wanting to get healthy I’m alone and I know I need to heal as well then there is meth the only thing that numbs away at all this I been Thur a lot this is the hardest I can understand this song because Im feeling. It I know one day things have to ease up some that it won’t be like this always losing a child is the worst thing I have ever experienced we love u Lavaya missing u lots

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Hi there, my heart breaks for you. I am so incredibly sorry you lost your child at such a very young age. I don’t know what to say, other than that this must be one of the hardest thing in life. It is understandable that you are grieving and that this will take time and healing and some of the wounds probably wont heal completely. Because you both love your daughter very much :heart: I wish I had words of solace and comfort, you both deserve that. If you ever want to share more of your feelings we would for sure welcome you to Heartsupport. Sending love your way