Hey… i dont know what to say. Im suffering. Im haunted by my past. I cant move on with my life. I cant let go. I have so much to live for. My wife, my passion for music, my new home, my beautiful cat. But i hate myself. For the first time in my life im scared of myself. I dont trust myself alone anymore. I think im having a break but i dont have insurance to be seen. What do i do…
You tell someone. Get help. Because you’re right- you have so much to live for. So reach out and tell someone you’re suffering so that you can get to a place where you can let love and light back into your life.