In my life I’ve always been in a “fighter” mode always on edge because of so many things that have happened to me. I’ve never lived in a single place for more than a year and a half and where I’m at now has been the longest I’ve been here, and I haven’t had any life problems with family even though I always do. So I’m in this stable home with no problems and I can’t tell if I’m more depressed than ever been or if I’m just bored of not having to solve life problems. And idk why I feel like I should be happy and thriving but I’m not.
Take your time to figure things out in your life. Whatever you love to do, do it. Everyone in this world has 24 hours a day, and we can do a lot. Just don’t push yourself too hard. Thank you for sharing.