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I’m on this merry-go-round that keeps going round and round and I can’t stop it! The few people that walk by don’t even notice me! I’m just a ghost and not even worth people using a thought on me. This sounds drastic because it is! I don’t exist in people’s minds! I’m probably all over the place but that’s just one of my issues! I either have ADHD or a Autism spectrum along with many other things! I am literally broken and because of that everyone ignores me unless they want to put me down! When I noticed that I’m being treated differently than every other human being, its like smashing into a brick wall . I have no family or friends except my elderly father and my daughter . That’s it there is literally zero after that and I don’t understand it! I’ve never experienced life as an adult and that kills me inside!! I’m scrutinized by everybody!!! I don’t hate life ! I hate my life! I’m basically a child at almost 50 and I’m running out of time. My health is bad and even doctors and therapists etc etc have treated me the same. …which is like i said before, im not worth wasting a little amount of energy on! When I say something it’s like they can’t hear me and I’m not exaggerating,this has happened to me with every person I’ve ever crossed paths with!!! So what do I do when I can’t even do basic functions anymore and there is nobody! My dad has Alzheimer’s ,that’s not an option!! I said this to my therapist,my psychologist and to many many doctors…and not one question was asked, it’s just silence! how a😊m I supposed to figure out the answers to all my problems,if I can’t even get the questions asked of me!! Why won’t people ask me anything at all?!? Everyone needs help at some point and I’ve needed it long ago,there is no help so everything has gotten worse and is getting worse everyday! I need guidance or I need something or someone to give a dam about me !!