I shouldn’t feel like this. I’m successful, I have an amazing partner, I have great friends, i have so many things going for me. But still… I spent the last hour crying non-stop. All I can think of is how worthless I am, how I dont even deserve my life.
I cant keep up with myself. I’m forcing myself to do more and more activities, just so I dont have time (or energy) to look in the mirror at the horrific person that stands in front of me.
If I talk to anyone all I get is: “you’re burning yourself out” or “dont worry, you’ll be fine”
I feel like a burden for telling them I feel sad. The only person I have ever been able to talk to, i haven’t spoken to in over a year. I can’t cope any more. I’m so alone and I’m just getting worse… I hate myself more every day