Hello, i’m new here so not to sure where to start.
In short this is my story.
when i was 17 i left the house and went to live on my own on the other side of the country to start over again.
I started a study because i never got a full school diploma, only certificates.
i did actually finish that study but it turned out to be useless.
the actual end progress of getting the useless diploma costed me a lot of stress and makes me not wanna do a study again. i did 99% of the work needed for the diploma, yet they did not want to let me graduate
after that i found a decent job as night guard in a hotel but the total hours was kinda shit and got myself into a small debt because not enough income.
all the other jobs i had i never enjoyed, mostly factory work. i once had a job where i could just blank stare in front of me for 8 hours and do my job assembly line work
also did some cleaning of offices but not satisfying enough.
i did some building project to see if the building industry was something for me.
it turned out it wasn’t.
I got into social benefits about 1,5 year ago.
My social life ain’t to great. i got basicly 1 friend and some online people i know.
I only see negative things now and positive seems almost non existent.
because of the night jobs my sleeping schedule has been ruined for long time.
I need to find a job i can keep for longer then 1 year.
I need to find a new house because i’m starting to lose my mind in the house i currently live.
My phone broke so i can’t actually make a phone call or something.
My bike broke so i walk everywhere i need to go.
Feels like i’m stuck in a vicious cycle.
to get the 1 i need the other and i have non.
so to sum it all up, wrong study choice, no good job opportunities, no money, no phone, no transportation, no friends, no family.
to end it not completely negative, i haven’t drank any alcohol for over 8 years, and i also don’t touch any drugs or have a crime history.
I’m 25 now.