In 2022 my mother in law died from dementia she wa

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In 2022 my mother in law died from dementia. She was more than a mother in law to me. She was my mom. She was a devout Christian. I am not. 10000 days wings part 2 holds a special place in my heart because everything about it reminds me of her and I. I can’t listen to it without crying. The day she died my son went to his home and was listening to music on rotate …trying to get his mind straight and that song came on. It was almost like she wanted him to listen to it. Of course he broke down and called me. She used to always sing “this little light of mine” with him as a child. I relate to the “set as I am in my ways and my arrogance burden of proof tossed upon non believers. You were my witness my eyes and my evidence” gets me every time. Before she died while she was suffering from dementia…when I was just happy if she take a sip of water or bite of food…I would listen to Judith by A Perfect Circle all the time because I was so mad at God for doing this to her. She never smoked drank cussed. She never lied. I never seen her angry or cross with anyone. She was really just the best kindest soul you could ever meet. She didn’t deserve what happened to her. I cry for her still to this day…every day. Sorry for the rant. I just needed to say this. Thank you for all you do. I’m so sorry about your grandma❤️

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Hi @HeartSupport_Fans

Music is definitely a way to relieve us of our worries and also help us grieve in many different ways which is a powerful thing. Sometimes as a unbeliever standpoint you may think “God” is the what doing this to her which is maybe untrue to someone with a Christian standpoint it could be a whole new life for her up in heaven. It may be hard to know that she may not be here to touch which is the part where our grief comes in. But you’re job now is to continue and acknowledge the pain and keep moving through life with the torch that you are still loved by her and she wants you keep going regardless of her not being there. If you need anything heartsupport is here for you and you are not alone in this.

And the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it.
John 1:5 (NKJV)

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Thank you for sharing the memories of your mom. I can see how special this music is in relation to her passing. It must have been so heartbreaking to see her lose a part of herself everyday. I hope that you are still able to keep the memory alive of how she lived before the dementia. She is a woman to be honored.
Hold Fast.

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@@HeartSupport thank you❤️