The last few weeks have been so difficult - my every move was controlled by this one guy. This one guy ruled me. Finally with the help of some amazing people I blocked and escaped him, and after that, along with a small celebration with everyone on my clean time I felt so good. I felt like I COULD really do this. I felt like there was nothing we couldn’t face as a community, but I think I was wrong.
My dad picked me up from work today, he did nothing but abuse me, but got overly angry with another driver and got out the car to threaten her at a stop light. I tried to ask him to leave it but I was just told “shut the fuck up or walk” “it’s nothing to do with you. I’m driving if you don’t ljke fuck off back to work” the constant “I’m sorry I don’t sit around doing nothing all day like all of you lazy lot” (he didn’t use that word I just don’t wanna repeat what he used). This is just 1 of the less severe examples of things that happen. He’s now refused to take me to work again so I have no way of getting there. It’s over. I need to work in order to be able to move out away from the daily abuse.
I’m never getting away from him, the abuse will never stop unless I’m dead. I’m so sorry. This was the final straw for me. I can’t carry on living with this.