Hey, it’s been a while.
I took a while to focus on studies and my health. Now i try to eat something during the day even if its a piece of fruit in the morning to see me through the day. I stopped excessively working out and making myself throw up. I still work out when i can of course.
I have rebuilt a couple relationships and cut off toxic ones. I broke connections to my toxic ex who made me feel like i wasn’t good enough, threatened me and hit me. That meant i had to break a friendship of 8 years because she decided to date him and he actually chose to change and become better for her. That hurt at the time because i couldn’t believe that he was capable of change the whole time but i just wasn’t good enough for the change. I don’t think about it much now though, and if i do i don’t really have an emotion towards it anymore.
I’m actually starting to become happier and more confident. Of course i have my days, but so do the best of us.
Just thought i would update those who have followed my journey if they remember me haha.