Lately, I have been feeling really “happy” in a way. I have lived alone for a bit now. I thought that I would just go back into my depressive state, like I normally do when i’m alone. But YOOOO here I am! Didn’t cry yet. Didn’t harm myself yet. Didn’t call every friend of mine in order to invite myself to somebody’s place out of loneliness yet. I think that it may be because this community made me feel like I can share things without it ever turning toxic and without feeling not valid just because of my age.
Lovely seeing everyone here. Lovely reading every topic. Lovely responding and trying to help anyone that I can. I feel so hopeful for my future. I never felt like this before. I haven’t really talked to a in real life human in 2 days and I feel amazing (although maybe I should or I will lose all of my social abilities lmao), which never happened to me before.
Thank you everyone for reading my topics and helping me out. Thank you for answering to me. Thank you, thank you, thank you! Im so glad I found this community
