Really sorry to hear that Kelly Catlin took her own life, apparently mostly - partly - due to the stress of balancing her athletic and academic life.
Whatever you are going through, girls and guys, you CAN get through it;
If what you are doing is making you chronically depressed or anxious, STOP DOING IT and find a better way for your life!
Also, whatever you think about yourself, there are ALWAYS many people who will miss you very much and grieve every do that you’re not longer around. You might not realise it now, but they would.
PLEASE STICK AROUND AND GET THE FRIENDSHIP AND SUPPORT YOU NEED!