Hey. So, for 4 days ago i tried to kll myself and i didn’t work out i’ve been recovering from that still, but today at 7:30am i tried again to attempt kll myself again it didn’t work out, i’m giving the hell up with it now, i’ve done it twice because of things going on in my life that i want to end it that i don’t have to deal with it anymore. I am okay Mentally and physically i’m just sick now am getting the meds i used to overdose to kms that didn’t work out.
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Hey friend @foxhamsterowlbird45, I am so sorry that you’re going through this, I can’t even imagine how hard this is. For starters, I’d definitely reccomend going to the hospital and getting checked out because any medication that you took can have harmful effects on your body, it’s important to let them know what you’re going through. Secondly, I want you to know that you’re loved and you matter in this world. Life may seem awful and extremely dark right now but there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. Everyone on this wall cares about you and wants to see you get through this, you’re never alone. I know it sounds super cliche but things do get better, even if it doesn’t seem like they possibly could right now. I know how hard it can be to hold on but it’s worth it in the end. There’s so much more to life than just the pain and darkness we go through as humans. If you ever need any support or advice everyone here on this wall will be here to listen and support you. You mean the absolute world to me, friend. Hold fast. 
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From: Ash (Discord)
Hello new friend. I am sorry that whatever is going on in your life at the moment has made you desire to end it however I want to send you the positivity and love that life will be easier and that stuff maybe be like waves of hard rocks but it wont stay that way. I personally am here to share that actions I have taken and didnt work now I see the reason I see I was meant for great things and that hey I am not alone in my struggles. If you want to talk about them feel free to share to the wall or the discord talk it out section. We are here.
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From: Night/in/gale (Discord)
Hey there and welcome! We’re very glad to have you here with us today :). Sorry to hear about that, it must be a tough time at the moment. You are very much loved and appreciated by this community, even if you’ve only just shown up! We’d love to help you through whatever’s going on, at your own pace. I hope you can find something to motivate you and get you through these tough times. We’re here, we hear you 
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Hey @foxhamsterowlbird45,
Thank you so much for being here. My heart breaks for you knowing the pain you’ve been going through lately. Though I’m also incredibly grateful that you are here with us today. It would be a shame if this world wouldn’t count you in anymore. You belong, friend. And you’re not alone.
The days after a suicide attempt can be extremely challenging and increase a deep sense of vulnerability. You are in pain, and we hear you, friend. But you don’t have to navigate those emotions alone. When you feel like giving up, it’s really important to give yourself time and to preserve your safety. The perception we have of ourselves and our life while feeling suicidal is not the reflection of the truth or the reality, but the reflection of our pain. This pain is not meant to last though. It is possible to work and what caused it. There’s a healthy way, a safe path to follow, and you don’t have to figure this out only by yourself.
Please reach out to a friend, a family member, someone who could be physically there for you and help you to stay safe. If you don’t have anyone who could be with you, then please reach out to a crisis line as well. It’s okay to ask for help when we are struggling. There’s no shame in that and that doesn’t make anyone weak or defeated. We’re only human, and we need each other to go through difficult times. It’s okay.
If you would like to talk about what brought you to feel like giving up on your life, then feel free to use the space that you have right here to do so. We’re willing to listen and support you through it all. We care about you.
You are loved so much.
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