My wife and I Have gone through a tremendous amount of pain and loss over the last 9 years. Some our fault, some circumstantial.
It has hurt my faith in such a way it doesn’t feel like I can recover.
I have yelled and God in so many ways.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
I’ve already given up.
I have zero motivation to pray or read scripture or pursue my relationship with God.
I am worn out completely.