My wife and I Have gone through a tremendous amount of pain and loss over the last 9 years. Some our fault, some circumstantial.
It has hurt my faith in such a way it doesn’t feel like I can recover.
I have yelled and God in so many ways.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
I’ve already given up.
I have zero motivation to pray or read scripture or pursue my relationship with God.
I am worn out completely.
I’m so sorry to hear that. I will be praying for both you and your wife to find peace and guidance through what must seem like an unending darkness. There is always a purpose and a will to be had, don’t give up friend.
Hang in there.
Jaden, thank you for responding. Thank you for your prayer. It makes a huge difference.
My friend. God loves you infinitely. Its when we step out of his will for us that we being to run riot. When we live in self will we lose his chosen path for us.
But forget not that we are forgiven forever for what his only son did for us, so he will forgive and bring you back onto his path if you take his will as your own and live in his vision.
Know that you are loved and his plan for you will take flight,.
I am very sorry for your lost. I went through something similar its not a good feeling. I hope you can cope and find healing