From kingnothing555: i seriously cant take this anymore. I cant keep trying. Everyone i love gets fed up with me and leaves. I cant do anything right. I need to just hurry up and end it all
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I’m so sorry friend that life has been so overwhelming and disappointing lately. It is so hard when it feels like there is just no one left by your side and you end up left on your own over and over. That every person you love and learned to trust only end up abandoning you, as if they didn’t care about you in the first place. In this position, I imagine that you would start wondering why people keep on leaving, and if there isn’t something in you that would make them leave. That this repeated pattern must have a reason, and it could be hard to not start looking at yourself as being unworthy, unlovable, not worth others time and presence. But you really do, my friend. You are worthy, you are important and you deserve to feel how beautiful this life can be. You deserve to keep on trying, to give yourself time, for in those moments time is probably one of the most powerful resources we have.
Right now, it feels like your world is falling apart, but I promise you there’s more to it. More than this sensation of being doomed to be alone, more than this feeling of not being able to do anything right. This life as a whole can be a wild ride and it’s so challenging to find our way through it. Still there is a way for you, my friend, even if it’s hard to see it right now.
If you are considering hurting yourself, please reach out to crisis services as well as much as you need. There are people out there who can listen and support you during this painful season. It feels like being alone, but you have to walk through this on your own.
I’m rooting for you. 