Negative thought patterns are coming back again for me. I’ve identified that it’s mostly because I’m tired and life is becoming mundane again.
Relationship is hard to manage, I def have some deep seeded abandonment issues. I’ve been trying to kill my constant near for reassurance in a romantic relationship but sometimes it comes lashing out. Sometimes it hurts too. Hope I find the middle point soon.
Life is pointless directionless filled with more mundane moments than happy moments.
As long as I got life love and faith , I can take it one day at a time. Hope I get through this alright.
Sometimes coming to this forum negatively impacts my mental state instead of improving it. Reading all these post about others situations just makes me think how right they are.
I belive its human nature to shine the light on the darkness more than the light, its why we always focus on the bad part of others and ourselves.
Some of these post about all the bad things happening in pal’s life tells me I got it much better, yet the post sounding so logical tells me they are right too, does life actually get better?
What exactly is the point of all this? Why? I already know there is no answer , you gotta find you own.
Some of these post are so logical about why there is no meaning, sometimes I find myself agreeing with them.
Even if I picked up a hobby, it’s just meaningless activites used to fill time till we die, pointless in a way
One day at a time, these are just stray thoughts, signing off