Nights like this…I just really get to missing alot of things… I remember when I used to find a whole bunch of people live at this hour…now it’s only a selected few…I miss the good old days when I used to wake up to some good streams then hang out for a bit bfor I started my day. Now idk what to do…I have a very hard time adjusting to change and sometimes I really wish I didn’t bc I just feel like I’m never going to be satisfied bc alot changes… nothing is permanent… just bound to change…I just feel like I can’t get too comfortable with something bc it’s most likely going to change and I just have to suffer… I just feel like I hate everything rn…
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Hey @Andy,
Thank you once again for trusting this place with your heart.
Changes can be scary and uncomfortable. Somehow, it’s a lot mini griefs to go through. We learn to say goodbye to what we have known and we learn at the same time to welcome what has yet to be known. Although it is entirely part of life. We constantly go through different seasons and transitions, some that we appreciate more, some that we appreciate less. Without change though, growth, learning, opportunities wouldn’t exist at all.
I find that nostalgia tend to hit me pretty hard as well during night time. The world is silent all around us, which makes it easier to reflect and how things were before, and to feel this bittersweet taste of comfort and distance.
I wish I could say how things are going to be in the future so you could find comfort in it, but of course we can’t know that. What is sure and constant though, through any change of life that you might encounter, is your presence and your ability to create stepping stones for the future you want to experience. We may not control everything in our life as circumstances are made to change. But we are still there through all of it, and there are still things that we can control. Maybe tonight it only needs for you to make sure that you will take care of yourself. It is also reflected through your willingness to post here and somehow connect with this community.
Sit with your feelings and just let them exist as they are. Know that they don’t entirely define your life experiences though, and they certainly don’t condition what your future could be made of.
You are not alone right now. I hope you can place a hand on your heart tonight and feel this vibrant life inside of you.
PS - With the HeartSupport Streaming Network, you can be sure that there’s enough streamings to cover every timezone, and a large variety in terms of content there. Though with one constant quality: all the streamers listed there are absolutely safe - both to have fun and a good time, but also to just be yourself without having to put on a brave face if you don’t feel like it. Here’s the link to the list:
You’re loved. Be gentle with your heart tonight, as much as possible. 
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