I’m almost out of medication and be out on Monday, which always get me paranoid. This reason why I hate taking meds sometimes. I have so CBD just in case I need it. Also my aunt gotten more sick after having COVID-19. My mom was crying today while I was on break from work. I feel so bad for my mom, she has to deal with some much shit sometimes. Now my grandmother giving her hard to go away with the family for thanksgiving.
I feel a shity person, but I think really love my grandmother anymore. Let me explain, mon my took care of her all her life, while my uncle and aunt did not help as much or at all. Nothing my mom does is never not good enough, no matter how we try to please her. She think we not good people we don’t have same religious views, and just get told that we are selfish. We gave her so much, but she never anything fir any body. She only cares about herself. I’m tired my mom being used and abuse by her