I made the mistake of getting in an online relationship with a terrible guy. We were best friends and then we became a thing. And for two weeks he was obsessed with me, made me feel special. Then recently, actually for a month or two, he started neglecting me, with no facetimeing, flirting, sexting, no asking me how my day was, and ignoring everything I say. I wanted to talk to him, to talk about this and see if he was over me, but he’s been avoiding me. For a week he hasn’t texted me unless I text him, asking if he’s free. He always says he’s not in the mood to talk or he’s busy. Then I told him I hate feeling like he’s avoiding me and he just texted me he’s done and that he’s tired of me annoying him to talk. He was just mean, saying he’s busy worried about his house and car and job. I said how am I supposed to know what you’re going through if you never talk to me? I don’t know what gives him the right to be such an ass when I’ve literally been the nicest and most supportive girlfriend, always trying to help him. He said he doesn’t want me to support him, he can support himself.
This is the guy I trusted most in the world, we literally planned to meet irl soon. And now I don’t know. He’s a different person, he hates me and I don’t know why and I don’t think I’ll ever get closure by talking to him.
My heart hurts. I feel so betrayed and like I’ve literally been punched in the face. I can’t stop thinking about everything he’s done to hurt me. I can’t sleep and I can’t eat because of this.
How am I supposed to move on when every time I have a free moment I just think about this? I just want to talk to him one last time, see if I can even recognize him and if he ever gave a shit about me. I just want him to care and emphasize with how I’m feeling, but he’s selifsh, stubborn, and close-minded and will probably never understand why he’s upsetting me. He’s making me feel embarrassed for caring about him and being upset that this thing of ours is over? He can’t understand why I would want his attention and for him to just be a good boyfriend. No matter what is going on in his irl life, he has no right to treat me like this but it still hurts.