Something that’s been bothering me a lot recently- more than I’d like to admit- it how sometimes it seams like I will give advice/speak words of truth to certain people and they won’t listen unless those words come out of someone else’s mouth- someone higher in ranking than me.
I try not to see ranks but it’s obvious they’re there; it’s like if Taylor Swift told you she liked your cover juxtaposed to if your mom did- it’s not the same amount of excitement in most cases.
I know I can’t be the support person in everyone’s life. It’s just frustrating when my voice and my stand level in the community isn’t enough. It takes someone who runs the streams or someone who helped create the community to make them listen.
I’m not meaning to sound rude or snobby or like a complete b*tch but this has been eating at me for a while.
People will say that I was the first person to help them but that doesn’t even matter now.
And I know people need help twenty four seven but people can’t be available twenty four seven. Especially if everyone is turning to the same three people.
Once again, I don’t mean to be rude. It’s just been eating at me for a long time and I know this is the only way I can get it off my chest completely and totally.