This is a test message: I wish people understood the real me more than they do.
It can be really hard to feel like people don’t know you. It’s actually safer that they don’t…because if they don’t know you they can’t hurt you, because you always have the defense that, well, they don’t really know me or understand me, so what do they know? But it also isolates you…because no one really knows you, you can’t feel connected to people who are attached to this alternative version of yourself…it’s a double edged sword :\ I can relate because I’m afraid to give my all because I wouldn’t have any excuse if I fail. You’re not alone, friend. Thank you for sharing your heart.
I know that feeling friend. I have felt that throughtout my life. I’m glad you reached out. Know that I hear today and you are so important!