As I was playing my guitar today to my song I have written. I miss playing in a band, even most bands I was in I never belong really. Honestly in the metal scene, which suck cuase really love the music and meaning behind the songs.
As music I love checking out local bands listening to thier music and getting thier merch. But none them would do the same to me (even thou my music suck) it bummer I would spend my hard earn money and but they won’t even check my music.
I feel like I’m constantly judge cuase I don’t listen exact same music in a lot scene, don’t wear short shorts, don’t have tattoos , no peice, cool clothes, or don’t know how talk to people.
Also I have my songs on Spotify which awesome I get have my music out, even thou no one gives a shit really ( expect my close friends and my supportive parents) I only had 22 listeners and one person from Mexico( do thank that person) while bands get a thousand listeners from 90 countries. It so disheartening and feel I’m wasting my money which safe for more important stuff.
I’m grateful for some people actually listen to my music , especially my friend that move down to Tennessee, it mean a lot actually really like my music. I wish more would be like him.