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Belongs to: Therapist reacts to Alice in Chains Nutshell
“No one to cry to” actually can be true. I am a living proof. And I actually know people, like a lot, I was a know musician in my r country, not some star I was just simply play a lot. I am 43 and I am on withdrawal program for a 6 years already and its just worse. My whole life is just the pain, from the day 1, I am filling like I am going away slowly and finally. People dont like to hear some hard, dark shit stuff, they got their own problems, I tried so many times, God knows that i WANT TO SAY A 100000 words aloud KNOW ONE CARES from my little town where I live with my wife and son to capital city where I recorded our latest album 2 moths ago. They care only when they have interest. It wosnt my choice to go to the war TWICE, than to go junkey prison just because I am junkey I never done anything wrong to any human, not for a prison at least. after the war they arseted me for a year, not just me 1k of us, and they were beating us to the death, every day 3 different “prisoners” must get some beating that usualy last for 2 h and everybody else must watching. There was a literally a little river of blood, shit and piss from us in the middle of the yard. WE coll that that Blood circle, we also had a wall of cry…at that just one story from autumn 2007-2009. They shoot prison down at 2010. Before this prison I had few friends who wonted to talk with me, after that, I just have me and my PTSD and I AM FIGHTING but there ia a limit how much one body and one soul can take…blow after blow. My baby boy is my only joy, I stop searching for a job people simply dont want to hire me, after 5 years of trying I stopped. SO you can be around million people, I think there is some level what u can say to your friend and when you cross that level they become afraid, several friends told me Hey Mladen you should not talk about this and that its to dark, basically I cant talk about what shrink told me to talk about…This is a really fuck up world, Layen just told u. I really loved him. He said in one song called Junkhead “U can’t understand a users mind but try with your books and degrees” NO offences u are adorable and lovely, but in the world there are 1% people like u <3