During my workday, between 4pm to 8pm or even from 4pm to 11pm. My OCD thought run fucking wild, whatever it bandstuff, back pain, past relationships, I’m a poser or do suck at my job. My OCD thoughts never stop, they are worst when I’m slipping or clean bathroom. Because the job so mindless, that when my thoughts are wild. That when my evil thoughts, self harm thoughts and impulses thoughts come in. It also building where I was mental abuse as a kid.
I can’t escape them, they hold a very intense power over me. I have so anxiety being this building. It fucking sucks