Been working a lot overtime lately this week, and last week. Had take over as manger and didn’t know how do it. They just throw me into the fire and did not told me what to do. Did a lot stupid things too and making me stress out.
Also dealing with injury on Achilles heel, that really go wrong. I kept skateboarding on it, cause I was dealing a lot stress at work and can’t box right now because it. I’m in terrible shape physically and my body is falling apart. I have no discipline in control my eating habits and eat shit food.
I’m just ready give up on life and stop trying to improve myself. What the point of trying, I keep always failing.